Well this post is motivated by my likkle sister who informed me that it was time to update. I miss you Heidi and can't wait till ya get out here so I can put pictures of your pretty self on here
The last while I've felt so hungry for my Jesus. It seems that every time I turn around I find that I've fallen and need a Savior so desperately. When will I ever learn to completely rest and not try to control life but let Jesus carry me through everything? I want that so much and it seems that when I find myself there something hard will come along and I'll try to fix it when all I need to do is give it to God. Thankfully we can come back and He holds us close and takes us deeper with every stumble and bruise. I pray that my heart will be soft and real even when I feel a need to perform or make a point. Ya know that really doesn't draw people to us but only pushes them away. My dear Dad told me this quote yesterday and I thought it pretty much hit home: "No one has ever been brought into the Kingdom through snobbery". I don't think of myself as snobby but what about those times when I need to get my two scents in somewhere so that people see my point? In a lot of ways it's the same thing and makes others want to run from us. Here are two more quotes that I really like: "If only I knew that no one ever sees the same thing in exactly the same light, I would have found more pleasure in other's opinions, even when they did not share mine". "If only I knew that I was powerless to change other people, I would have stopped trying and been free to love them for who they were, flaws and all".
Anyways, on a lighter note, Justin and I were down south a few weeks ago and had a wonderful time. So here our a few pics of then and some others thrown in as well.
Jared doing what he loves
our anniversary night
my handsome man
enjoying some sunshine

Well, I hope that makes you happy peanut. Until
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